I saw him standing in white clothes. I am seeing him exactly after a gap of two months. Joyfully I rush forward and put my arms around him to hug him tightly. “You are not going to leave me, are you?” Smilingly, he promises,” No never.”
But he is gone and never holds on to his promise. I wake up and realize it was just a dream. Tears stream down my face whenever I think back to Aug 2, 2012 the day the sky and everything around me turned black. My husband embarked on this day on his final journey. He was suffering from Signet Ring Carcinoma of stomach, the worse type of cancer imaginable. I used to block thoughts about his impending death to hold on to sanity.
Friends and relatives say he was a person who graced any occasion with his presence there. He was always smiling but cancer took away his smile.
He is gone but in a way he is still there for me. He is there in the smile of our son, the sounding of his footsteps and his voice. He is there in how our daughter conducts herself. She is really a chip of the old block and in so many ways resembles him.
I know he will be there when I begin my final journey.
Flowers and Breezes 
Wow that was very touching and hope you the best through this journey and may it bring great and wonderful things to you.
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Thank you. It was very nice of you to write that.
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Your welcome its hit a lot of periods in my heart and I would appreciate if you can read my blog and get people aware of me trying to get rid of animal abuse awareness
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Thanks for liking. It’s great you are trying to aware people of animal’s abuse. Good luck.
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He will always be with you. Every thought of him every memory will bring him back to life. I wish you many happy memories of your life together.
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I am sorry for your loss. There is nothing left for you to do but smile, smile, smile about all the happy memories that you shared together.
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Thank you. I try to remain upbeat, and focus on good things in my life.
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