I wish I had it here now with me. It’s in my bed table drawer back home. I got it in May 2010 when we were visiting our children here. At the time my daughter and her family were living in Crozet,VA. We had come to enjoy summer here.
They are the last words my (late) husband R wrote to me. He wasn’t feeling well when we returned to Peshawar. I urged him to have a checkup. He kept postponing in having it done till Feb 2011, when to our grief and dismay we learnt, he had stomach cancer.
It’s ironic about what he wrote that if he died he would be waiting for me at the other end for he will forever want me to be by his side. At that moment when he handed it to me I took it as a joke. I am thankful now that I didn’t crumple it and threw it in the waste paper basket.
R never took to a computer. He held on to writing letters by hand. His last writing is more dearer because it’s in his handwriting. I will treasure it always.
DAILY PROMPT
Handwritten
When was the last time you wrote something by hand? What was it?
So much painful expressions
He is happy where ever he is….but becomes sad since you are sad for him
If you want him happy just be happy for him so that he can be happy to see you happy.
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I am happy for him that he is not suffering any more. His last days were painful. I cried along with him when he pitifully told the doctor, “When I am going to die? I long for death now”.
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I can understand..
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I wrote something on paper to a dear one in 2008.
I am sure the letter from R would be a treasure for you. Hope you both are together in next life as well 🙂
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Thanks Alok from the depths of my heart.
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This is a powerful response. I was with you every step of the way.
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Thank you Scott.
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So touching, I wish that you had the letter with you closeby. Where is your home that you speak of?
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My home is in Peshawar, Pakistan. I long to go back but when it will be? I can’t say.
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Touching and prophetic. http://judydykstrabrown.com/2015/09/11/we-fill-in-the-blanks/
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